I want someone to take me out for coffee. I want to find somewhere comfy, quiet, and where I can clearly hear the rain outside. I want to sit across from another person and let hours drain and drain and drain away. I want to cross a street and walk into a small cafe with live music outside. I want to walk arm in arm with just one person, and for once I won't lift a finger to push away the tangled strands across my eyes and nose. I’ll be okay with this weather, this rain, because I have on rain boots and that arm in my arm. This sadness and this wretched day which could last weeks or months, all of this will be swallowed up by the sound of the rain and my boots.